By Nabeeha Jalali
12th grade | Salem High School | Michigan
Finalist, Global Health category

With lines from “Acid Attacks: Pakistan’s Worst Social Epidemic” by Laiba Mubashar and Muhammad Wasay Mir, a Pulitzer Center reporting project

Where particles
Creep
Whispering secrets to the curious
Fingers adorned with latex, barriers against the
Unknown,
My hands choke,
Trapped and Suffocated

                                                                                                                                                 Submerged in incense and masala
                                                                                                                                                              Pigments of Eid celebration
                                                                                                                                                                                                 Everywhere
                                                                                                                                                                                  Kurta-clad women
                                                                                                                                                                                      Jubilant laughter
                                                                                                                                                                           Henna-painted hands
Joy and Liberation

Like a gentle mist, fatigue
Drowns me
Ink splotches pollute my skin
Our final paper before Eid
Until my release from this
Dingy laboratory

                                                                                                                                                                      My embellished gharara
                                                                                                                                                                                                   Engulfs me
                                                                                                                                                   Stomach bursting with gol gappe
                                                                                                                                                                                               And samosas
                                                                                                                                               Yet fatigue does not dim my dance
                                                                                                                                             Across Karachi’s labyrinthine alleys

Suddenly,
A man
Screeched

“Sunno sab logh.
Attention class.”

                                                                                                                                                                                  “Apni badla chaiye,
                                                                                                                                                                          Revenge will be mine”

Bottle in his hand

He pours

                                                                                                                                                                                                         He hurls

Glassware clinks
A delicate vial holding the nucleus of
Discovery
My eyes gleam like untold
galaxies

      Glass shatters
                                                                                                                               Shards rain, daggers forged from hatred’s
                                                                                                                                                                                                              Flame
                                                                                                                                                                         Acid’s villainous caress
                                                                                                                                                                   Its corrosive tides devour
                                                                                                                                                                                                          My skin

Then,
The man
Declared

“Dekho, acid aur metal ki milna.
Look, the acid and metal react.”

  “Tu meri nai ban sakhti,
                                                                                                                                                       To pir tu kisi bi nai ban sakhogi.
                                                                                                                                                                           If you cannot be mine,
                                                                                                                                                              You cannot be anyone else’s
                                                                                                                                                                                                            either.”

Chalk conducts its cacophony
On to the board
As I fixate on
Magnificent molten magnesium
In the flask
Enchanted in every atom’s
Mystery

                                                                                                                                                                                    My nani’s bangles
                                                                                                                                                                               Scorch into my arms
                                                                                                                                                                 Serpents coiling my wrists
                                                                                                                                                                           She said this heirloom                                                                                                                                                              Would become a part of me|                                                                                                                                                                         I don’t think she meant
                                                                                                                                                                                                         Like this

Perhaps,
Had I not rejected

My hypothesis,
My love for academia
Would not have gushed
But rather pooled as well-water
Stagnant
Muddled

                                                                                                                                                                         His marriage proposal,
                                                                                                                                                               Venom’s kiss would still rot
                                                                                                                                                                                                          My soul
                                                                                                                                                             But at least my petals would
                                                                                                                                                                                             Remain intact

Mama’s tears, a lighthouse
Silent yet clear
“Raheela Raheem,

Ranked top of her class”
Mama’s summer rains
As her sacrificial gardens
Finally bloomed

                                                                                                                                                                                              “Patient 192”
                                                                                                                                                              Mama’s hurricane crumbles
                                                                                                                                                                     No longer seeing herself
                                                                                                                                                                                          In her precious
                                                                                                                                                                                             white jasmine

In the mirror,

A God-destined chemist
Looming before me

                                                                                                                                                                             My now-isolated eye
                                                                                                                                                                                                       Trembles

Baba’s eyes nearly shut
But the moon peeks
As he resists, wielding his pen
To illuminate comprehension from my
Confusion
To me,
Education is the beacon to buying Baba
The palace he
Deserves

                                                                                                                                                                                Baba’s grown into a
                                                                                                                                                                                                 Willow tree
                                                                                                                                                                Branches forever drooping
                                                                                                                                                          As his flowers lost their home
                                                                                                                                                             Axed away by my boundless
                                                                                                                                                                                                Medical bills

My dreams

In reach

                                                                                                                                                                                                  Obliterated


Nabeeha Jalali is a senior at Salem High School in Canton, MI. While poetry used to be an intimidating subject for Nabeeha, her English teacher, Mrs. Foster, made it much more welcoming. As a Pakistani-American, Nabeeha uses poetry as her outlet to spread awareness on issues that affect those of her ethnicity. She is excited to continue representing her background and aid others as a physician through the University of Missouri - Kansas City’s 6-Year B.A./M.D. program.

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